I managed to make dinner, and we finished Atonement. I started crying and said to husband, "one day one of us is going to die and it's going to be really sad". And he replied, "maybe we'll get lucky and die together in a freak boating accident when I'm 107 and your 97". That made me feel better.
I had broccoli, blueberry bagel, yams and pineapple rings. Then I had more pineapple rings, in bed. Just one of those days.