Jun 4, 2009

Hard Day

Hello. Just wanted to check in, although I have no food pics. Today was hard. I think the reality of husband's layoff has hit me and I'm frustrated that I cannot swoop in and rescue us from financial fear by making big money. I feel like a failure that I'm almost 33 years old and still cannot figure out how to make a decent living. And of course this anger and shame spiral doesn't do much for creative marketing, so I have proven that hopelessness and productivity do not go together.

Ugh, I'm boring myself. I ate two ritual meals today. Husband had tuna for lunch and chicken burrito for dinner because I was completely uninspired.

Thursday workout: 3 mile run and lots of wracking sobs

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